寻梦的日子

静静的夜，

微微得酩着一口红酒，听着Arvo Part的Alina

不知从何时起，爱上了酒，更爱上了Alina。

微微的品，静静的听。。。

什么都不用想，只是感觉飘浮。。。随着那流水似的琴声

第一次听到她，是在‘人间四月天’

那时并不知道是Alina.

只觉得有一种说不出的安宁与自由，

就像那片子给我的感觉

从此更爱上了徐志摩的诗

饶了一圈才发觉自己原来是那么个感伤的人

并不是自己以为的那么直爽和坚强。。。

 

Miss you day and night...

even knowing it's useless and pointless... 

but i'm not ready to let u go yet... not now, not forever

they say love makes people being stupid,

but all my wish is be able to be stupid... a bit longer...

even it's just a wonderful dream...

but please don't wake me up...

not yet...

 

even haven't pay any visit to my own space these days. Haha, I'm such a good HOSTRESS...

 

Guess i probably should change my space name...'dream'... exactly! i've been day dream these days for enough long... it is time to wake up, hehe...

 

almost towards my end of uni life... so soon... i can't really tell what have been exactly happened during those 4 years. study, work, teach, met new friends... like everyone else. lost myself, find myself; lost myself again and find myself again. i'm really not smart, hey... otherwise how come i alway trap myself in similar situation. haha...

 

went to face-reading last time, an old indian lady said to me that i should think less, act more. hehe, how right she is...can't believe even my face does say that... probably i do really have a dreamy face then...  

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
- Woody Allen,